Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Now You Need Me- Virginia Hamilton Adair

From ' Ants on the Melon'

Now You Need Me

When the rains come
you remember
our old closeness
humping along
in the wet.
You grope the dark
where I hang
morosely
by my crooked neck.
You pull off my cover
shake me till my
ribs jiggle
and a moth flies out.
Your hand reaches under
my black skirt
and up one leg
thin as a cane
until I open wide
with a rusty squawk
hovering above you
like a dark and loving
raven, said the old
umbrella, her night
full of holes.

-- Virginia Hamilton Adair

Monday, January 15, 2007

Christmas, Chicago

Window Overlooking Michigan Avenue, Chicago

The Orange- Wendy Cope


The Orange

At lunchtime I bought a huge orange—
The size of it made us all laugh.
I peeled it and shared it with Robert and Dave—
They got quartes and I got a half.

And that orange, it made me so happy,
As ordinary things often do
Just lately. The shopping. A walk in the park.
This is peace and contentment. It's new

The rest of the day was quite easy.
I did all the jobs on my list
And enjoyed them and had some time over.
I love you. I'm glad I exist.

- Wendy Cope

Happiness - Raymond Carver

Happiness

So early it's still almost dark out.
I'm near the window with coffee,
and the usual early morning stuff
that passes for thought.
When I see the boy and his friend
walking up the road
to deliver the newspaper.
They wear caps and sweaters
and one boy has a bag over his shoulder.
They are so happy
they aren't saying anything, these boys.
I think if they could, they would take
each other's arm.
It's early in the morning,
and they are doing this thing together.
They come on, slowly.
The sky is taking on light,
though the moon still hangs pale over the water.
Such beauty that for a minute
death and ambition, even love,
doesn't enter into this.
Happiness. It comes on
unexpectedly. And goes beyond, really,
any early morning talk about it.

-- Raymond Carver

Re: Rolls Royce Dreams --- Ginger Andrews

Rolls- Royce Dreams

Using salal leaves for money,
my youngest sister and I
paid an older sister
to taxi an abandoned car
in our backyard. Our sister
knew how to shift gears,
turn smoothly with a hand signal,
and make perfect screeching stop sounds.

We drove to the beach,
to the market, to Sunday School,
past our would-be boyfriends' houses,
to any town, anywhere.
We shopped for expensive clothes everywhere.
Our sister would open our doors
and say, Meter's runnin' ladies,
but take your time.

We rode all over in that ugly green Hudson
with its broken front windshield, springs poking
throught its back seat, blackberry vines growing
through the rusted floorboards;
with no wheels, no tires, taillights busted,
headlights missing and gas gauge on empty.

-- Ginger Andrews


Tuesday, January 09, 2007

the way it is now - Charles Bukowski

the way it is now

I'll tell you
I've lived with some gorgeous women
and I was so bewitched by those
beautiful creatures that
my eyebrows twitched.

but I'd rather drive to New York
backwards
than to live with any of them
again.

the next classic stupidity
will be the history
of those fellows
who inherit my female
legacies.

in their case
as in mine
they will find
that madness
is caused by not
being often enough
alone.

- Charles Bukowski

The Last Waltz- Alden Nowland

The Last Waltz

The orchestra playing
the last waltz
at three o'clock
in the morning
in the Knights of Pythias Hall
in Hartland, New Brunswick,
Canada, North America,
world, solar system,
centre of the universe--

and all of us drunk,
swaying together
to the music of rum
and a sad clarinet:

comrades all,
each with his beloved.


- Alden Nowland

From 'Chicago' by Charles Bukowski

I came across this in 'Love is a Dog from Hell'

"she knew what she wanted and it wasn't
me.
I know more women like that than any
other kind."

- From 'Chicago' by Charles Bukowski


My personal addendum to this is:

"She didn't know what she wanted
but it definitely wasn't me.
I know more women like that
than any other kind."